Stephanie911turbo

Sometime, I just snap. I completely lose myself, forget the facts, sidestep rationality, and snap. Afterwards I won't remember a thing. Not the smallest detail nor the most obvious obstacle. Because that's what triggers it. Triggers her. Obstacles. It can be a bad grade, a person who deserves a whack in the head or even not getting satisfied at night. That's when she wavers along my vision, dances just out of my reach. Taunting, jesting, provocing. Once I catch up with her she does the most amazing thing: she takes my body, and she takes control. Until she's done playing with me, my friends and usually my friends feelings and fears. I know

You said it once, twice, thrice... I lost count. I've asked you not to say it, once, twice, thrice... I lost count. You've said many things. Wonderful, mysterious, dark, frightening. Almost everything there is to be said, you've said it to me, whispered it in my ear. You've made those things haunt me in my dreams. But none of those things are quite as terrifying as that one word. Always. Always makes me cringe. Flinch. Makes my heart race and my head spin. Always is the promise that's broken the second it rolls off your tongue. Always gets your hopes up and then brutally tears them down. Always fills your mind with poisonous thoug

I've got my eyes closed, and yet, I'm absolutely sure he's looking at me. I slowly open my eyes and see how his lips form a smile. Then I feel my own lips do the same. I'm a little sleepy and happy, and for some reason I feel like I've been out lying in the sun for a long time; glowing.           'Have I ever told you that your eyes are beautiful?' he quietly asks, with that same smile on his face and a playful look in his eyes. I blush and bury my face in my hands. His strong arms stay wrapped around me tightly.           'No,' I answer